I am out to see a friends band play and am in so much pain I just want to cry. My lower back and legs are so achy I honestly don't know how I'm sitting still. Ok rant over.
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Friday, March 11, 2011
This has by far been the longest month of my life. I am however, extremely grateful to have the chance to heal and possibly even clear this silent killer of a virus that sits inside me.
This has been a rough week. Wednesday was the worst, yesterday a bit better and today somewhere in the middle. Now I get to take my shot tonite and go through the motions all over again. I may appear to be bitching, I suppose I am, but I also know this will be over soon enough and seeing how much its teaching me about myself I already know its worth all of the pain and frustration.
I'm making myself go for walks on my lunch hour. Now that the sun is out I don't mind. I think its helping a little with the fatigue too. Not instantly but toward the end of my day I notice I'm not as exhausted as normal.
Ok off to walk for a bit...
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
I don't care for "poor me" updates but today is another one of those days I'd much rather wish I had completely slept through.
I woke up sick in the middle of the night. I think I stayed asleep after that but felt horrible upon waking.
I had to bid farewell to my friends from Canada, too. Because I wasn't feeling well I don't think it showed but it was sad to see them go.
I went and got blood work done today and slept, a lot.
I've been an emotional wreck all day. My body hurts from my head to my toes and I'm just tired. So freaking tired.
I decided to meet up with friends for a bit tonite as I need human interaction before I totally lose it.
Ok enough for now. Thank god tomorrow is a new day!