Wednesday, March 23, 2011

Going through the motions

I have found that taking my shot no longer scares me and taking a handful of pills has become commonplace. I figured that would all get easier but really didn't want to believe other things would get harder.

I'm having a hard time dealing with stress. It scares me, it is far too overwhelming right now. My diet is weird. Sometimes nothing I eat bothers me other days everything runs right through me. Fatigue is still an issue and I really don't know any good way of dealing with that.

My shrink started me on Celexa this week. I'm hoping it can level me out emotionally and I'll be able to better deal with work and life for the next 10 months.

Think that's about it. Somehow I managed to get out of the house on time which I didn't think would happen so I guess today is off to a decent start. Here's hoping the rest of the day goes well.