I'm pleased to announce I have almost no side effects left from treatment! The only things that are still an issue is hypothyroidism and even more severe acid reflux than ever before, both of which have been and are continuing to be treated by medication.
After being forced to quit my job I no longer had medical insurance to cover that doctors visit and labs, costing me hundreds of dollars. The positive to quitting my job and working part time: it's allowed me to go to school and make a better future for myself than I had before. The cons: I barely have enough money to pay my rent and household bills.
On Oct 13th I ended up going to the hospital because of symptoms that felt exactly like a heart attack. After five hours in the ER they diagnosed it as acid reflux which I still find odd, but after a follow up appointment with a doctor at ZoomCare (thank god they're only $105 a visit, that's much more affordable than what I paid last time I went to my doc) we believe it could be the fact that I had missed my thyroid pills here and there. It had been hard to take them consistently because of having such a hectic schedule. You have to take the pills on a completely empty stomach, meaning no food or drink (besides water) for at least three hours before you take it, and no food or drink for an hour after you take it. Yeah, I kept forgetting and sure enough even a week of not taking this medication can screw up your system for an entire month. I WISH SOMEONE WOULD HAVE STRESSED THE IMPORTANCE OF THIS WAYYY BEFORE NOW!! Not only that some days I would simply just forget. Seems silly but I still don't think my brain works quite right since treatment. I seem to forget things even right after they were talked about and can still get confused easily but the confusion isn't nearly as bad as it was during treatment.
I was able to set up a payment plan for my last doctor visit with my specialist, which totaled almost $700. The ER bills however, keep trickling in. So far I'm up to almost $4,000 on that alone. This is just ridiculous. I can't afford to pay any more than the $100 a month I already agreed on for the doctor visit, I have no idea how/when I'll be able to start paying for anything else. Not to mention every time I get sick I'm going to ZoomCare which is $105 a pop. I have to stay on top of my health and take care of things as they come up but I'm at the point now where I literally can't afford to.
Luckily I've set up a good plan to make sure I take my pills everyday and since the ER visit I have been successful (yay!) let's hope I can keep it up!
Other positives is that I've started working out again and eating better (for the most part) and while the weight hasn't really dropped that I gained during treatment I feel confident that I will get there!
I have swallowed my pride and created a Facebook page to ask for help getting my medical bills paid down: https://www.facebook.com/hcvgirl/ If anybody is able to give even a dollar, it would help so much! If you're reading this and want to donate please do so by going to Paypal, I can be found under isisraine1@gmail.com. Thank you all for your continued love and support. I can't tell you how much it has meant to me down this very long road. Even with the debt I've accumulated it has been was worth it, I have my life back!
Showing posts with label post-treatment side effects. Show all posts
Showing posts with label post-treatment side effects. Show all posts
Saturday, November 10, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
When does it end??
I hurt. A lot. It's mostly only bad at night but starting last night and carrying into the entire day today my lower back and legs have hurt so bad I keep finding myself in tears. Right now is no exception. I went to the doctor recently and they gave me muscle relaxers which have done no good however I'm in enough pain right now I'm willing to take it just to fall asleep. I am moving this weekend and have a lot of other things on my plate right now and yet I can't focus long enough to get anything accomplished.
I have spent the last 13 months trying so hard to be strong and for the first 48 weeks I at least knew there was an end in sight. Right now I have no idea if or when these side effects will completely go away. My energy level seems to keep increasing though I know the fatigue is not completely gone. As an example I was awake for a total of 11 hours the other day out and about doing thins and slept for 13 hours as a result. This is much better than the 4-6 hours I used to manage at the beginning of treatment but still not where I'd like to be. The nausea seems to have left for good (or so I hope) but these body aches are killing me!! I was starting to have more frequent headaches too but I honestly don't think that has anything to do with treatment. However I am starting to wonder if the fact that my upper and inner thighs were my main injection point for the entire length of treatment has done something to my nerves. My lower back into my upper legs are what hurt the most though my entire back, arms, and the rest of my legs will often hurt the later it gets at night.
I find that walking or standing hurts less than sitting or laying down. It's also odd to me that while the body and/or muscle aches (whatever they truly are) continue to get worse post-treatment. The constant up and down of post-treatment side effects is really fucking annoying. Ultimately everything but the body aches are improving but even then the fatigue comes and goes and the nausea was hit or miss for awhile but I'm trying to stay positive that those will continue to decline. The body aches are still a mystery why are they getting worse and why is nothing helping? How can I be expected to go back to work, even part time, when I hurt like this? I thought I was ready and even told my doctor I think I could work 20-30 hours given my fatigue improving but after the last 24 hours I really question my ability to do anything.
Tomorrow I'm going to call the doctor and get another appointment. Something must be done about this. The only thing that seems to help are hot baths and that's only while I'm in the tub. If I could live in a hot bubble bath for the rest of my life I'd be just fine. Unfortunately that's not very realistic and just seems kind of weird. Enough from me. Goodnight.
I have spent the last 13 months trying so hard to be strong and for the first 48 weeks I at least knew there was an end in sight. Right now I have no idea if or when these side effects will completely go away. My energy level seems to keep increasing though I know the fatigue is not completely gone. As an example I was awake for a total of 11 hours the other day out and about doing thins and slept for 13 hours as a result. This is much better than the 4-6 hours I used to manage at the beginning of treatment but still not where I'd like to be. The nausea seems to have left for good (or so I hope) but these body aches are killing me!! I was starting to have more frequent headaches too but I honestly don't think that has anything to do with treatment. However I am starting to wonder if the fact that my upper and inner thighs were my main injection point for the entire length of treatment has done something to my nerves. My lower back into my upper legs are what hurt the most though my entire back, arms, and the rest of my legs will often hurt the later it gets at night.
I find that walking or standing hurts less than sitting or laying down. It's also odd to me that while the body and/or muscle aches (whatever they truly are) continue to get worse post-treatment. The constant up and down of post-treatment side effects is really fucking annoying. Ultimately everything but the body aches are improving but even then the fatigue comes and goes and the nausea was hit or miss for awhile but I'm trying to stay positive that those will continue to decline. The body aches are still a mystery why are they getting worse and why is nothing helping? How can I be expected to go back to work, even part time, when I hurt like this? I thought I was ready and even told my doctor I think I could work 20-30 hours given my fatigue improving but after the last 24 hours I really question my ability to do anything.
Tomorrow I'm going to call the doctor and get another appointment. Something must be done about this. The only thing that seems to help are hot baths and that's only while I'm in the tub. If I could live in a hot bubble bath for the rest of my life I'd be just fine. Unfortunately that's not very realistic and just seems kind of weird. Enough from me. Goodnight.
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